Omg I can’t wait to come back home to my princess at home. People here are so snobby and stuck, those white folks. The weather here is R-E-T-A-R-D-E-D! One day it’ll be 90 degrees and the next day it’ll be pouring rain, and it’s hella humid over here, like WTF. 3 more damn weeks till I get to go to home to the lovely San Jose California <3
Cutes! Makes me miss ya too, J! @randolphpermejo
heyyy. nice sms theme. i was wondering what’s the name of the theme?
Pride night at Great America on Friday with the babes <3
Ohhh my, i had so much fun with the babes. It was my first time there :) i saw helllllllla cutey there mmmmmmmmmmmmmm.. haha
ooooohhh aahhhhhhhh
i spent 2 nights sleeping at 2 AM. making another spoken word because my first one isn’t that great. IM SO FUCKED. I even copied lyrics because i couldn’t find anything that really that inspires me. LOL
im so fucken dead.
tried writing about.
The Philippines, Didnt work!
…
LMAO TOLD YOU; WRITE ABOUT ME!
So, my excuse for partying yesterday and will be partying once again tonight is because I passed my midterm + essay with a B :) and tomorrow I have a date at 4. Haha, so this weekend, all I’m doing is eat, sleeep, party, and go out. I wish everyday can be like this haha. Spoken word performance is Monday & I’m excited. Imma take Jamaica’s advice about the doing what you feel, such as crying if you feel like crying :). So people in my lovely english class …. bring tissues because Imma just cry for the heck of it. &&&&&&&&& Hopefully my special guest = my lovely cousin will come through and watch me perform the poem :)
Unconditionally rejected.
It’s midnight and she’s sitting on her bed waiting for his call
Mind wondering
Heart pounding
Anxious for him to call to let her know that he’s home safe
Instead … he calls to tell her it’s over
Tears shedding
Heart aching
She blames her self for what had happen
Thinking she’s not good enough, nothing she ever did was good enough
And so she thinks …
She’s given up every bits of freedom
Shredded many tears
Never once given up on the love and relationship they have
Thinks of him no matter what kind of situation she’s in
Loves him unconditionally no matter what he says or does
Comfort him even when she has other shit to worry about
Knows his every little fucking needs and wants
Puts through so much bullshit and drama just for him
Pretends everything is okay just for him not to worry
Given him chances after chances even though he’s done did fucked himself over
because she sees the good in him
Stands up for him no matter what, no questions needed
When other females would give up on him and walk out of his life in a quick second,
she stayed and never once gave up
She held her head up high and loves him unconditionally
And so its true, she who would go through all this bullshit for a dumbass like him is not good enough … she is too good for him.
Kayden MISSES you too bestie ! <3
The strength to be stronger. Oh baby, it’s about to be a year and I’m still staying strong.
My venti upside down caramel machiato doesn’t taste the same with out my right hand chick! Haha
She who thinks of him no matter what kind of situation she is in
she who loves him unconditionally, no matter what he says or does
she who comforts him even when she has other shit to worry about
she who knows his every little needs and wants
she who buys him stuff, spend shit load of money on him, when she has no work
she who stay up late for his calls to know that he is home safe
she who is selfless
she who puts through so much high school drama for him
she who never once gave up on him, after all he has done and said
she who goes out of her way to find rides just to see him for that quick minute
she who pretends everything is okay, just for him not to worry
she who gives him chances after chances because she sees the good in him
she who stands up for him no matter what, no question needed
she who has given up everything bits of freedom in her life, for him and only him …
in my eyes and many other people’s eyes, You my love .. you are a terrific girlfriend.
When other females would give up on him, walk out of his life in a quick second .. YOU stayed and never once gave up, held your head up high and love him unconditionally. Baby girl, you know I’m not afraid to speak my mind, and I’ll tell you when you’re at fault, but you know this is the truth and even though he doesn’t appreciate you and cherish you for the things you’ve done, that doesn’t make you a bad person. <3
